Well this is my first ever blog and to be honest I haven't got a clue what I'm supposed to write????

Maybe I should start by explaining why I've started this?

Well since I had my second son I've been feeling kind of low and disconnected from everything and everyone (including myself)

It was suggested to me that I should start a diary but I'm absolutely hopeless I always leave them places I shouldn't..........like my mothers.

So I've started one here, I'm not going to invite my family or friends to read it because if I know they read it I'll feel the need to censor certain thoughts and feelings.